"Null... there's something
I'd like you to think about..." Sebille started hesitantly.
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The man turned to look at
her, indicating that he was listening.
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What she was about to
propose to him was difficult and she knew he wouldn't like it.
"I've been thinking about... Camille and you."
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"See, she's going to need
a father with a name eventually..." she was stalling.
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Touching his cheek
carefully
she continued, "I was hoping that you'd be... Sean to her."
"He's dead" Null answered without hesitation.
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"I know you don't believe
me, but I don't think he is."
" ..."
"If 'Null' was all you are, I don't think I'd be here anymore."
Null was heartless and cold. He was what he strived to be; what he had to be
when he worked. She'd realized it along the way.
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"You may have thrown away
your name, but you never lost who you were."
He's voice came out a whisper: "You're wrong."
Sean was an innocent boy, turned Null by his father. And Null desperately
wanted to keep his innocence by clinging to the thought that he was gone and
all that was left was the new him.
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Sebille slid her hand
behind his neck and moved her body forward, "I know you don't want to believe or
accept it, but there's a reason I brought this up."
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"Camille will eventually
go to school... she'll have friends that'll want to know about her father,
and she can't tell them you're 'Null'."
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The man looked up at her,
but before he could say anything Sebille spoke again: "Yes. She is going to
school and that's not negotiable."
" ..."
"She got so much of her personality from me that I know she couldn't handle
being home schooled. She will go."
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"You can't shelter her
forever."
He looked away again, " ..."
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The woman kissed his
temple; "Null... that's what I'll call you, forever if you want, but it's not all you can
afford to be."
" ..."
"You want her to have a normal life, don't you?"
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He lifted up his hand and
touched her cheek with his fingertips,"I'll think about it..."
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"...Thank you."
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