Mood swings 13/01/2007
Sebille was feeling... she wasn't
sure what the feeling was called, but 'infuriated' came quite close. |
She'd just come from the
shower when she'd been told that he was back. Up until that point she had
been worried. |
The closer to the room she
came, the more irritated she became. She hoped she'd put on shoes that made
more noise than the ones she had on. Good shoes would echo through the empty
hallways and make a point. Hers just stomped dully. |
Then there was doubt: she didn't even
know if he expected her to wait. |
She entered and her anger wavered. He seemed so sad... |
She wouldn't let him affect
her mood any more. She knew it was childish and rather senseless but she wanted to be
resentful. She spent too much time being all grown up and now seemed like
the time to be stupid. |
As usual, he didn't turn to
her when she entered. Not even her loud stomping was enough to get his
attention, huh? |
His indifference just irritated her more when she walked to him. |
When he finally turned to
look at her, he seemed calm, and still a tad sad. |
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There was a loud slam and
then silence. |
She took a step back, not
knowing what kind of a reaction would follow. |
" ..." |
And he dared to act as if he hadn't seen that coming?!
(Okay, she knew he could've blocked it if he really had wanted to, but
she was much too angered to really think about such things.) |
"Why... Why can't you tell
me when you're going away." |
"I can't stand not knowing
when you're coming back -if you are coming at all. It could be three days, a
week, few months. I don't know the timeframe and I don't know if I should
expect you back, or if I should worry..." |
"I'm not asking you to tell
me where or why you're going... just when." |
Her hands had started
shaking all of a sudden. She tried calming herself and pulled her fingers
through her still damp hair. |
She still didn't know what
he was thinking, even his eyes didn't give much away this time. |
Letting out the thoughts
that had haunted her for days had calmed her and she could think (almost)
straight again. |
...And kissed his forehead
softly. |
Sebille had no intention to
stay and see his reaction. She wasn't sure she could handle it right now.
After going through the mess of emotions, she needed time to clear her head
properly. |
By leaving as quickly as
she had entered, she missed out on something slightly unexpected. |
Touched his cheek again.
The stinging sensation had yet to pass. |
...And let out a
small laugh. |
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