"...You don't hate me,
right?"
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"...No."
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He'd loosened up a little
but not that much. Yes, true, his eyes weren't nearly as cold as they'd been
for days now, but he still seemed... tense.
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"Good."
She wanted him to relax a little and she was almost certain she could do it.
She'd always done it.
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Besides...
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...She always enjoyed it
when he got into it as well.
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She could feel him unwind.
And since he was calmer, she wanted to know something.
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She separated ever so
sligtly and kept her voice as soothing as she could:
"What happened...?"
She needed the reason for his emotions. She could do nothing unless she
knew.
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Slowly he locked his eyes
on her, letting her wonder whether she shouldn't have asked that after all.
Those depthless silver pools seemed so empty and a sudden hint of loneliness
washed over her -for just a second...
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"I can't tell you."
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And he pulled back. She could almost feel another change in his mood.
"You can't... or you
won't?" |
And when he answered,
there was no warmth in his voice at all. All the irritation that she had
worked to get rid of, was back. He was cold again, almost icy.
"I won't."
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"Why...? Why won't you
tell me?"
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He got up.
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"It's no business of
yours."
His tone almost made her shiver. It wasn't any tone he'd ever used on her
before. It almost seemed... degrating.
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He looked coldly down on
her and he seemed more distant than he had been the first time she'd met him
in this house.
"Null...?" |
He turned around and took
a step away.
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He paused for a fraction
of a second but kept on walking.
Sebille couldn't see his expression, and she was glad she couldn't.
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She hated seeing him like
this. It hurt her. And it made her afraid.
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He'd never been so cold to
her. Not for this long anyway. He'd always been back to himself within an
hour and she'd always managed to relax him.
But now he seemed so far away. So far that she couldn't hope to reach him.
She hated it.
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She couldn't stand
fighting with him.
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