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Sebille sat on the couch. She
was concerned... in a way. Null had been quiet for some time now. Well, he
always was but this time the atmosphere was different.
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She understood the desire to
be left alone very well. She knew he didn't want company but still she sat
next to him.
This was her spot for relaxing. How could she possibly relax if she had
someone moping next to her? This was her excuse.
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The real reason was still a
mystery, even to her.
"Is everything alright?"
Possibly the dumbest thing she could have said. And still she went and said
it.
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" ..."
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Without thinking, she reached
out her hand and touched Null's arm.
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The moment she had done it, she
knew she shouldn't have. She had been warned of him so many times and she
knew the warnings were given for a reason. "He might snap anytime" as Fenrir
had so simply put it, turned out to be more true than he, himself, had expected.
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Null's expression never
changed, as he sat up.
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In a second he had grabbed her
wrist firmly, his eyes cold as he stared down at her and pinned her down.
The motion caused a small yelp to spill from her lips.
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It took a while for the small
lady to register what had happened. She was put firmly to place. No chance
to move, much less to get away.
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"What have you done to me!?"
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What? She had done something?
To him?
What had she done to him?
The silence fell on them. And she realized she wasn't scared. She should
have been but she wasn't. There was nothing for her to lose that she
hadn't already lost. Thus, she had no reason to be frightened.
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He was free to do whatever he
wanted, and he still wouldn't get an answer from her. She didn't understand
what he was asking from her.
He glared down, only one eye visible to her. His expression was still the
same as ever... though, this time she could see a glimpse of confusion.
What on Earth had she done to him?
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Ah! That was it! ... Just that?
"I have done nothing to you. You've done it to yourself... in a way."
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She would have flicked her hand
away from his hold and stared straight into his eye, like any
self-respecting lady would have done... but unfortunately his grip was still
as strong as ever and she would just have made a fool out of herself.
Instead, she relaxed.
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"...nothing?"
It hadn't dawned to him yet. And to add to the confusion, she didn't seem to
be afraid... No, she certainly wasn't. Why?
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She was slowly let go of his
grip. Never letting her eyes leave his, she rose to her elbows. Her
expression was nothing but calm. She felt nothing but calm.
"Yes. Nothing."
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He clearly didn't know what to
make of the situation. Apparently she hadn't behaved like she should have. Well, it if was any consolation to him; she had surprised even
herself.
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He was back in his own
thoughts. This silence was awkward but more comfortable than the last one.
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In a way she could see where
he was coming from. And why he had reacted the way he did. She wondered
whether she should tell him why he had done so, or let him figure it out.
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The look he gave her told her
so much more than words. He wasn't good at speaking and she understood that.
A cold, vicious killer? Pfft.
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Maybe he had been once. Maybe he could still become one.
But maybe... that was all in the past?
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Why would a killer want to
apologize? He never said the words but his eyes told her everything she
needed to know.
"Don't worry about it..."
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And another silence fell upon
them. Null pondering what it was that he had done to himself, and Sebille
thinking about what he would do when he realized it.
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Would he kill her? Would he leave her be? Or would he perhaps... go along
with it?
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