Sebille was rushing
towards the house. She had a horrible gut feeling that Null had left. She
just suddenly got it at work and she'd had it all day. The bus drive back
had been awful and she had ran the whole way from the stop to the house.
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She was sure Null would be
gone when she'd arrive, she just knew it. Out of breath, she finally reached
the front door.
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Not bothering to remove
her shoes, she headed towards the living room, it would be the shortest way
to his room. She was expecting it to be empty and lacking the warmth it had,
and she had to see it with her own eyes before she could fully believe it.
She rushed in, leaving the clatter of her heels echoing through the hallway.
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She came to a halt -not
quite making it all the way to his room.
...
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No way!
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She'd rushed in and caught
him looking straight back at her with those calm silvery eyes of his.
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Out of breath, all she
managed was: "You're... here.... you're really here...?"
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He looked back at her,
raising his eyerbrows in the slightest, a silent question leaving him.
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She dropped down to her
knees, feeling utterly bewildered and rather dumb. Her breathing was heavy.
"I... I was sure you'd be... gone when I... got here."
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The immediate panic had
left her and relief washed over but she certainly wasn't feeling too good,
either.
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"I... what...?"
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Without saying a word,
Null got up.
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He stood in front of her,
as if he was looking down on her. He should, because she was being stupid.
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But he sat down, on the
cold stone floor and looked at her.
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"You're not... leaving?"
"I'm not going anywhere."
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Great, now on top of
everything, she'd become all paranoid... and without any proper reason, too.
"Then... why did I feel like that?"
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" ..."
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"Why am I being paranoid
for nothing?"
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"Please... tell me why."
He didn't asnwer, just looked at her. She knew she didn't have any reason to
feel like she did but still, she couldn't exactly help it. She'd learned to
trust her hunches so this was... most confusing.
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"Why won't you leave? And
why do you have the patience to deal with me...? Because I'm seriously
starting to think I should be on medication... or something, because of the
way I act... And--"
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"Stop."
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She raised her head to
look up at him.
She was sick of herself and wondered how he wasn't. Where had all her
cheerfulness gone? Because she certainly wasn't like this before.
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"Haha... Now I'm being all
ridiculous again. Having these hunches for no reason whatsoever..."
" ..."
She felt her eyes tearing up slightly.
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"... I'm not going
anywhere." He repeated with his deep, low voice.
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"Mm... I know..."
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